The Life of the Waves

The Life of The Waves

by Unknown Artist

Greetings people..
For 2 months i was absent writing my blog because the hectic final exam time was totally killing me. However, finally, i graduated with a nice score, above my expectation :D

So, yes, life definitely goes upside down. like those waves up there, love this picture totally. I agree that life is a total black, we never know what will come up the next second. Present seems unexpected, and past is so blurry that you could hardly see. Yes, we're rolling upside down and there they are between the two, you call it happiness just like froth, sparks and disappears, slowly but sure.

INDONESIA VS MALAYSIA

We're so clueless of what we have until we finally realized that it's ours that they took. However, these are some stupid sites, and definitely not helping us to get back what we've lost.

http://nevervisitmalaysia.multiply.com/

http://malaysia-malingsial.blogspot.com/

http://www.malingsia.com/about-malingsiacom/

Oh please use some strategies that at least last for min. 20 years from now, why should we spend money to send our military if protect and take a good care of our people we can't do?

I frankly not agree with Prabowo who wants to attack Malaysia, still our poeple go there to study and work, if we don't have our people in that shitty country then send your rudal or else.. so anyway, com'on what's with the rush and madness? Those media and press are just fooling you all around, lol. Making war is definitely not a good strategy, we don't have that much money. If we have, why more than 50% of our people are POOR?

So anyway, the point here is just don't make any harsh statement that only makes us more like those bastards. We are smarter than that and better we make a good living from what we have. crack em from inside not ouside that's how we'll repay em.

Crank 2: High Fuckin Voltage

Movie I laughed for the whooole fuckin day. Yesterday was definately a stupid day for me and the rest, as it is only the 3 junk people who had no idea of what they should fuckin do. Me, poli, and kassy ate fuckin junk food watch fuckin junk movie, and nearly fuckin went mad. Haha I guess you're probably fuckin wondering why do I type so many fuckin words. haha better better watch that fuckin movie to know the answer. That movie is so fuckin gak jelas yet so fuckin funny hahaha totally brilliant fuckin movie. Lol. i also wonder how come the movie could pass the sensor regulation , haha ah no no i guess the movie would be a half an hour movie because all the rest would be sensored hahaha no you could not do fuckin sensored this time. it's a wrap badasss Chev Chel-fuckin-ios dude

An Inspiration Person is A True One in His Passion

let me tell you something about a teacher that i adore..

based on my being taught experience i was so perplexed when i see his unique face
a humble face i would not forget and an old type of face that really go with grandpa's face, (he has a pair of nice warm eyes, shiny brown skin, and silky white hair that makes him so wise) and hey i guess he looks like Gandalf if he's a white haha
anyway i don't know why i got this idea to write about him, but i guess it's worth as his kindness and true-ness of his passion really got me hypnotized..

Mr. Tolok is one of my teachers at home, he teach me and my brother for physics and math. He's in his seventies now so ofcourse a question surely pop up in my head : hey hey how could he possibly remember those formulas in his age?

what's more adorable is that he teaches us with his true teaching's style, i mean he really into his passion that i believe he's not a person who would ask something for what he has done in return. i'm sure that there're only view teachers in jakarta who would do such a thing. money matter is the real issue right? and not blamin any teachers who work for money, because yes everyone does it as money is the entity of our existency in this world, true?

Eventhough Mr. Tolok is being paid for teaching us, he teaches me as if i am someone who really need math! and so one day he promised me that he'll be back for an answer for 'bangun ruang' question and he really did it! he figured out the question hisself and gave me the answer even though i didn't 'les' with him that day, dont you think it's sweet....

actually it's not that special if somone does it, it's special because it's him.
and why is it so special? it's because i can feel that he's so honest and true in everything he does.
i guess that makes him so different than any other teachers
it's not what he does that makes him special it's how he does it that makes him one.

And since that day he's one of my inspiration.. on the go:

mr. tolok

Why Teenage Smoke?

Even At The Worst The Best Isn't That Far

Last Tuesday was somewhat odd for me. I usually failed to bring any tissue to school but that day i did. Suddenly, i realized that the tissue i brought was not exactly for me but accidentally it was for my friend Priska who cried over my dearest friend Yurike who passed away that day.

Yurike:
Even though i'm not her closest friend and havent got time to know her better i remembered that we came accross at the canteen on friday and she said hi to me. And that's how i remembered her as the others too. Always nice and charming. rest in peace my friend.

Priska: Then I realized that sometimes, something happen as they are seems supposed to happen, and before that we don't know why those things happen yet knowing the reason only when it's all over.

Just like the tissue that i brought on tuesday.
i didn't know why i brought that for, for i always failed to remember before.
But that day, strangely it was, i did brought it.
And that's how all things are connected and..
Tissue is just one of the pretty lesson, that everything happens for a reason (as people said so)
for it applies to everything, even to death.
So let's pronounce 'God's plan is the best'

Heavy Talk II

no faith is more certain than the present time pal..

yes now I'm continuing my heavy talk

i've been thinking for days that sometimes people have to take a stupid choice first before realizing that their choice is simply stupid

yet somehow-sometimes the stupid choice is necessary to emphasize illogical things oh yes spell it out F-E-E-L-I-N-G-S, good.

and gladly glad for me, my stupid choice is succeed in emphasizing the feeling that i should have had before, oddly even it's not hard to predict what comes next in my life, the one that is extremely hard to be predicted is my own feelings

which took me in regret

is it because im using less my heart than my minute brain?

which took me in a nicely and slowly love motion and yes :
forever is somewhat last that lasting slowly and every ever that doesn't end

okay i guess it's much of sensitive to talk things like these.

thankful for the faith because its certainty is only at present time

(yes So, i'm much seduced right now)